JUMP! in.

I guess, more than anything... it's the fact that the physical bruise won't go away. And that I have to keep feeling the lump underneath the discoloration of my chest. And that everytime I look down I see the deep purple.

I guess it's just knowing that once I stop internally bleeding it will all we be gone.

All. Not just one, or two parts, or things...But literally, all.

Don't be selfish, it's more than you think.

For the better, though.

It's always for the better.