EW!

gross.

BOW!

is it odd?

that as I walked down that corridor, it smelled like kindergarden? it did.

and then that funny indian man kept falling into the same path as me. I made a new friend. he was funny.

i got up to barf and the flight attendant reacted as if we were going to CRASH. stressed out, man. WAY too stressed out.

la vie en rose.

the fruit really isn't that bad. and neither is the sushi (mmmmmm). the coffee is delightful. and so is the tea.

it was as if everything in that bag, the bag of worries, was smushed away.

ALL the way away.
especially as I walked down the river.

I wore a hat. And socks.

And the stupid lady didn't let me bring in more than 6 items...I had to rejoin the queue.

Anyway, I guess...the point...the point the point the point.

.

:)!

river.

1. i'm in love. it's absolutely amazing :)

2. not a product. i'm not. so, i will decide not to be.

3. someone else cares more than you.

4. darling. just because I said it, doesn't mean it's the best. use your own words...it's a little weird.

5. new hands.

6. it really could not have been any better.

7. kisses on the cheek are better than...(almost) ANYTHING and EVERYTHING.

...

1. I don't bite my lip anymore.
2. my legs aren't that gross.
3. I still am big(ger).
4. My fingers still peel.
5. My hair is back to natural (almost).
6. I still have my pony tail from over a year ago.
7. I'm growing my hair out.
8. I remember that smile SO well.
9. I knew you wouldn't call.
10. We were friends.
11. I don't draw footprints.
12. I don't really write.

Maybe.

Dead Dead Dead Dead Dead Dead Dead Dead Dead Dead Dead Dead Dead Dead Dead Dead Dead Dead DEAD. Deadeaedeadeadeadeadeadeadeadedaedeadeadeadeadeadeadedaedeadeadeadedadeadeadeadeadedadead.

dead. dead. dead. dead.

DEAD.

It's the only way for me to just blank out. I see everything else, except that.

So...DEAD.

I dunno. I guess it makes sense.

I had something to say.

I really did, I came here to say something specific, and now I can't remember.

You wanna know what gets me more excited than it probably should?

Buying then WAITING to use new toiletries.

It's SO frickin exciting.

I wish my Chai Latte lasted longer.

I wish you didn't cease to dissapoint me...then again, it's nice to know that I have NO fear.

Thank you for showing me how to be fearles...no, not thank you. BLESS you.

I will not throw away another unnecessary 'thank you.'

door.

CLOSE.

CLOSE.

CLOSE.


shut.

BAM!

KAZAAM!

Shaquille O'Neil?

CLOSE!

CLOSE THE DOOR!